Thursday, August 23, 2007

Trying to get the feeling again...

Do you believe in 'Platonic Love'?

I don't, and I never will. Somebody from my past recommended that we have this type of relationship. A type of relationship that is everything but intimate physical contact. It worked for two weeks and we just realized that it failed. Why it failed? Because he's a sexual being. I'm a sexual being. I love long passionate kissing, long hot baths or a cold shower together, sleepless nights because of the naughty things I would love to do with his body and then waking up and cuddling into him. That is not Platonic at all.

Do you believe that a silly little love song can move mountains?

I do. For the latter part of the relationship I had with the person who wanted 'Platonic Love', I began noticing that eventually, we are going to split up. Eventually, he would leave and I would wallow for sometime like what I do when I'm bored. It was the last night that I was with him, the last day of college.

Every document to be submitted was submitted and resubmitted to make sure that we'll be in PICC on the big day. So, to end the day, we decided to grab some beer on our favorite bar. He was silent, so introvert me was silent too. Somewhat I knew what will happen next, so I prepared myself for the worse. Well, for months before that I was already preparing, so I thought that was invincible. But, I was wrong. Nina began singing 'Anything For You', an original Gloria Estefan. The middle of the song was when I just suddenly cried. Oh, I didn't cry, I was sobbing back then. Then I asked him, 'Why can't you love me?', and then I'm out. I don't want to hear anything from him. I was too scared. When I got home, cellphone has tons of missed calls and unread messages. I turned it off. And that was it.

What would you do if one day, you suddenly bumped into him?

I would smile, acknowledge his presence and I'm out, just wishing that I was wearing my new Viktors when that happens.

What will happen if he returns, begging you to come back?

I'll try to get the feeling again. But if it won't work, I'm too good for him now, and he knows that.

9 comments:

rhonzkie said...

well well well.. nakakaloka tlga ang mga drama mo! hehe.. sna kpag mkita m uli cia suot mo ung viktor jeans mo. pro wish q lang bagong laba ha!?! i know u!!! ahahaha..

Anonymous said...

hmm...i don't belive in 'Platonic Love' too. It's so..not love!

ruff nurse-du-jour said...

I don’t believe in platonic love either. I guess it’s just a pathetic excuse for people not courageous enough to pursue a committed, intimate or passionate relationship. But then again that’s just me. If somebody don’t have to be asked about relationship stuffs, it would be me. On the second question I have a different take, I think that silly little love songs can’t move mountains, but silly little emotions do. =)

Thank you for visiting and for the compliments too. I really appreciate it. That was just flattering. =)

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philippe said...

rhonzkie: haha! oi, i do wash my jeans no..but do you think magkikita pa kami nun?

becky: yey! hey becky! thanks for dropping by! yeah, i know that you don't because it's not love at all, right?

nurse ruff: i do agree with you on "..just a pathetic excuse for people not courageous enough to pursue a committed, intimate or passionate relationship.." and yeah, silly little emotions. thanks.Ü

NAFA: hey! spamming? just kidding. i'll try that.Ü

Anonymous said...

no to platonic love! it will just not work! i agree with you, philippe. pwede siguro mag-work kung sobrang tanda na ng tao..pero sa ngayon..parang hindi talaga.hay...

Anonymous said...

Do I know him? HaHa.

Anonymous said...

haaay gurl gusto kong maiyak dun sa "anything for you" na kwento mo!syempre alam ko yun and i know sobrang mabigat yung moment na yun for you at isama mo pa ang ibang moments!pero tama ka your too good for him kahit naman before pa e!masyado ka lang nagpakababa sa kanya!well sino bang mag-aakalang kupal yun!!forget him!you deserve someone better!mwah!!

Anonymous said...

haha..kausap mo padin pala ung nakaaway ko sa cbox ko.ahiihhihi...dapat niblock mo na..etchos!

no to platonic love din. and mushy!